Udate

Update on our little one. In a previous post I said I was due in October, well after we had an ultrasound done we were surprised to find out that I am due in September, September 4th to be exact. Yes, that date is approaching VERY fast. I had a doctors appointment today and he asked me if my bags were packed. I stated well no, should they be? With a chuckle he said yes. I'm go to go anytime. 

We found out that we are having another little boy. My poor daughter is out numbered. 3 brothers, 1 older brother and going to be 2 younger brothers. I'm not going to lie I was a bit disappointed. I really just wanted to experience having another little girl. I mean I got to experience having another little boy and I'm very blessed and overjoyed about it. I just knew that THIS one would be our last and I just wanted to have another little girl. I will admit I cried while sorting through all of Sarai's little girl cloths. The thought that I will not having another little girl doing dance broke my heart. The sweet pink girlie dresses and outfits which included hair bows, tight's and frilly things. 

It's hard especially with my pregnancy hormones to come to the realization that.. THIS IS MY VERY LAST BABY. It's like I'm closing a chapter of my life. Just lets me know that I truly am getting older (white hairs don't help). God has blessed us with 4 children and I am more than thankful for them all. Children truly are a miracle and I am so blessed to have gotten to experience not only once but 4 times. Every time I see my children or feel this one move I get emotional thinking about what a blessing it is and how this one will be my last. When I start to complain about the backaches and shortness of breath I remind myself this is the last one and I take a moment to really enjoy even the unpleasant moments of pregnancy. 

So in 4 very short weeks we will be anxiously awaiting the arrival of our new bundle of joy.  

Blessings,