absent

Sorry for being absent for over a month or so. I just haven't been feeling like myself. Do you ever think to yourself why am I here, why am I doing this thing called life? What's the purpose of my life? Why do I keep doing the everyday things in life when nothing seems to change or make a difference?

Yeah, me too.

Sometimes I feel like that with my blog. Like who reads it anyway, why keep up with it? I like my blog though I may not ALWAYS post in it, I'd really like to try. Who knows maybe some day someone might read it and then keep reading it.

So I read a devotion today from the Proverbs 31 site from  Lysa TerKeurst. If your not familiar with who she is, she is the president of Proverbs 31 and writer of at least 2 of the top selling books this past year. If you follow on my bible study link you will know what I'm talking about. 

Any way I was reading that and it just really spoke to me, it was literally EVERYTHING I've been feeling these past months. How is it that this can happen? God, that's how. How can you say that God doesn't exist when things like this happen? Just when I felt like hope was gone, like I just couldn't get outta of what I was feeling and praying for answers and help from God he brings me to this page. He takes me back to the Proverbs 31 to read this and know that he is here and he knows. It is what I need to hear. Then I seen that she has a new bible study that just came out TODAY and it is something that I struggle so hard with. I am defiantly going to be doing this study and if you would like to join too just head over to my bible study link above!


Blessings,